you must admit every human being has their own limits.
you cant deny the harsh realities of life.
but sometimes things gets too hard.
and so i've reached the top.
the world around me feels like a complete utter mess.
it gets so hard but all i could do was to just break down.
and think of what a mess i am and how im a complete loser for that.
but i guess there's telepathy, if that's what you wanna call it.
cause i didnt expect anything, i hated thinking bout it.
but yet you came unknowingly, you didnt know, you had a different intention.
yey such simple comfort, changed the tears to a wide smile.
and for a moment there i actually forgot what i was crying for.
so now, everything feels like its doesnt matter as much anymore.
because all you need is a little love.


amazing i tell you, what love can do.
now, im not talking about all those puppy love,
those so-called love between girls and guys (or sometimes even between girls and girls, guys and guys)
but its the kind of love that comes unexpectedly,
the kind that comes naturally without you having to ask or search for it.
like when you have had a bad day and a friend sends you a random sms that turns your day around.
like when you just had a tiff with someone and another person comes up to you, randomly hugs you and tell you that she loves you (as friends of course).
like when you feel that your world is falling apart and you get a lollipop from someone just because that someone feels like giving you something.


so my point is, you can find love in the litte things in life.
and i've learnt by now that love is strong enough to even get you through the worst day in your life.
amazing thing, even the word love itself is beautiful just by itself. (:


you dont know how much i hate myself for hating you
so much tears wasted, it doesnt seem to be worth it all.
well, nothing will ever be worthy in your eyes anyway.


im staring at perfection.
every step that i take to get to you,
i find that im taking two steps back.
trying to force some words out,
but only a smile came.
so i turned around
and walked away
cause i know dreams never come true.


lies&regrets.
its my escapade.